-------------------------------------------- INSOUCIANCE music by S. LANE words by S. LANE and J. JAMES -------------------------------------------- You were never aware of the hurt in my heart No help and no guidance with no where to start Yet you cry like a baby ‘cause your worlds confused You’re so full of nothing, was I ever abused? I’m so spoilt and ungrateful for all I received I was rash and hot-headed or were you deceived Did you take us for granted or offer to pay? Was your holiday restful while he worked everyday? You have no right to lecture, hear now for a change There’s no time for conjecture, lets not rearrange How I struggled and battled to be who I am Will you offer it up, is your whinging a scam? I know about hardship we’ve all gone without Kicked down and broken is what life’s all about So don’t tell me your tales of how badly you need You’re a fake and a phoney, just driven by greed Smile now you got it, its all there for you There’s one thing I want but you don’t have a clue I’m laughing inside while my tears hit the ground No more discussion, not one fucking sound -------------------------------------------- SHE TALKS TO RAINBOWS music by S. LANE words by J. JAMES -------------------------------------------- She talks to rainbows In the dead of night Her hearing was gone She screamed, “Take my sight!” Each day lost in records Her needle spins truth The sounds last forever Two friends, nothing cute -------------------------------------------- HOLLYWOOD KISS music by S. LANE words by J. JAMES -------------------------------------------- You were young when we started Our seduction was whole We tempted and teased you To play any role All the stars how they burn Hollow hopes in their eyes All smiling beguiling Join their timely demise (chorus) You always knew it was never to be That Hollywood kiss, in the dark you and me Minor chords, major changes Mirrors lighted cracked true Every public appearance Stole a big part of you The charade now conflicted Yeah they all had their fill With all lost and surrendered No more demons to kill (chorus) -------------------------------------------- THE REAL LOVE (INSTRUMENTAL) music by S. LANE -------------------------------------------- -------------------------------------------- FRAGILE FORESIGHT music by S. LANE words by J. JAMES -------------------------------------------- I was born under a steel post With a silver can in hand Listening to sad songs Sung by a grateful man (chorus) I’m dropping a line In a race against time Only hearing the sound in my mind Its us who believe The fakers deceive I don’t think I’m meant for this world He has gone away since Now I’m all grown up Whistling winds still linger So from the can I sup (chorus) Old grey and tattered Life’s been hard on me At least that’s what they tell me The drink, it stole my memory (chorus) -------------------------------------------- SAY YES words and music by ELLIOTT SMITH -------------------------------------------- I'm in love with the world through the eyes of a girl Who's still around the morning after We broke up a month ago and I grew up I didn't know I'd be around the morning after It's always been wait and see A happy day and then you pay And feel like shit the morning after But now I feel changed around and instead of falling down I'm standing up the morning after Situations get fucked up and turned around sooner or later And I could be another fool or an exception to the rule You tell me the morning after Crooked spin can't come to rest I'm damaged bad at best She'll decide what she wants I'll probably be the last to know No one says until it shows and you see how it is They want you or they don't Say yes I'm in love with the world through the eyes of a girl Who's still around the morning after -------------------------------------------- LETTING LOVE GUIDE MY SOUL music by S. LANE words by J. JAMES -------------------------------------------- If only the day could be longer I’d finish the book not a doubt If only my heart was much stronger I’d ask him “Can I take you out?” To a place so quiet and peaceful He could fully take over my mind Are all boys as cold and deceitful? As he was when he left me behind Yeah I know I should feel sad and empty But you made me so happy and warm Showing me how amazing love can be When the lost child inside is reborn I will leave it at that I’ll surrender I’ve said what I wanted to say I just hope I grow wise and not bitter Letting love guide my soul every day -------------------------------------------- F.Y.C. (INSTRUMENTAL music by S. LANE -------------------------------------------- -------------------------------------------- CANDLES tranditional -------------------------------------------- Candles, candles in the window Glowing, glowing through the night Shedding, spreading cheer in darkness Lending, sending hope in light What are the stories candles would tell to me? What do they say with golden light? They promise that though the darkness cover me Love is shining through the night -------------------------------------------- ANOTHER BEAUTIFUL LIAR music by S. LANE words by J. JAMES -------------------------------------------- A fucking nuisance A rainy day I just don’t know What’s left to say? A shining record A bridge to far Another memory Let’s hit the bar So now you know My minds on fire I’m going to hit the town and find me Another Beautiful Liar It’s what I wanted All my days Just to feel needed True love ways This life is sober I was not I started running But I was caught -------------------------------------------- BEDROOM WINDOW VIEW music by S. LANE words by J. JAMES -------------------------------------------- I watched you lie silently on the daisy covered grass In love with the future present and the past Dreaming of the days when people smile in the rain You cry for the lost souls alone in their pain When the day is over and your songs have all been sung Your battles postponed you lost and then you won Lying all alone with windows open in bed Who cries for you? Distant tears never shed -------------------------------------------- STILL THE SAME music by S. LANE words by J. JAMES -------------------------------------------- The water so still And heaven so blue Here in the sun I dream of you I dream of you The yellow rose Which lies by the lane Brings to my mind A happy refrain A happy refrain (chorus) I hear your voice Nothing but Choice Is this your game You’re still the same New life around Youth can’t deceive This will guide Help me to believe Help me to believe (chorus) -------------------------------------------- ENLIGHTENED music by S. LANE words by J. JAMES -------------------------------------------- I was burning Real burning I was burning to create I felt loving Tender loving No my loving will not turn to hate Less is more now Never more now Let the more now turn to ash When we’re cleansed girl Truly cleansed girl Yeah the cleansed they have no cash With the truth babe Lovely truth babe Yeah the truth it sets us free And our eyes here Gentle eyes here Through new eyes here we will see